Monica's Quest- Day 2

Last night I went to an open gym for volleyball at the high school. I was so self-conscience about what I was wearing ( a t-shirt with no layers) This is a big deal for me. I find comfort in layers. I am really trying to except what I have become. It was only a big deal for about 5 minutes and then realized that the players would think more of me if I was active and participating. It worked like a charm. It is really hard for me to sit out of anything, so I had a very fun night. I did however, realize how important it is for me to lose weight. I would be able to do so much more with the girls. I would be able to actually play and not worry about my shirt flying up exposing my "giggles". I had my second fit club this morning and it rocked. I think that participating in any type of aerobics, whether it is step, toning, pilates, or kickboxing, it takes me to my happy place and it makes me want to accomplish all that I can. A big thank you to those endorphins that visit me after each and every workout. It will happen for me, but I must be patient. All in all a very good and sweaty day!! :D Monica